Today seems crowded unusually, especially during the mid-day time. Maybe in the night, almost everyone will be tasting their unfinished dinner, stealing those little chocolate chips from top of the frosted cake.
Even though I am continuing this draft couple weeks after, trying my whole lot to remember what feel I was feeling that day. In the morning, black coffee and the series named Sense8 were giving me life. Truthfully, felt lonely even I was with my family and got myself a Christmas gift. I am too privileged.
In the midday, everything was different like its a movie scenery. Shopping malls were crowded and the smoke was beautiful.

Love, Jimi

Never in my life, realized how I am so privileged to sense the air, see the nature and so on. By the time I was smoking thought of something, white floats up – the smoke, white floats down – the snow.

Feeling too much in single day. Nostalgic memories of love, sorrow, sadness and equal happiness as well – from the nature.

Love, Jimi

P. S. Following pictures are reminded me to be alive, again.

We, maybe all, know music heal us no matter hard times we are going through (my only perspective on life until now). At the same time, it could kill us with related memories, such as the love life I went through somehow. Day by day, I am tricking myself into abstract universe which has been created in my brain, in some critical point music tickles my brain back into those cruel suffering.

This is probably the reason why I am focusing on the melody itself, rather than lyrics I tried to relate too much even though It wasn’t even single part of my life. (Just realized my pronoun vocabulary is only depending on following words: I, my and me. Sadly it just made me realize how self-centered and narcissist I am.)

Love, Jimi

The day I tried to live on my own.

This writing will be my greatest initial of my life-time journey.
People think life, somehow, is a survival game which we will be all dealing with our own depression, anxiety, sadness or worse to see ourselves as an old.

I believe, life is all about satisfaction of the present.

How pretty the life is. How beautiful. “You don’t have to be grateful on life.” The most relaxing quote I’ve ever read in my life. Why do we live in debt. Probably, It is only my thinking of life.